meh

this place has become a bastardized version of what I used to call home
past thoughts are now held contempt
I am neither self righteous or humble
and for as much as I hate this place I hate myself more
I wanted freedom now I've got nothing
and to think I could have prevented most of this
I could have taken a few more seconds to actually think about
my actions
I guess now we just watch everything fall apart until we regain the energy to
pick up the pieces
I have nowhere to go but maybe I'll stumble upon something in the meantime
I feel so lost. I just want to go home.