I wonder why I waited so long to actually think about the future
I figured I'd be alright just playing it by ear
but my hearing's not so great anymore and I can hardly stand up straight.
Day and night both look the same when I cane barely keep my eyes open.
I just want to let the light in
I just want to feel alive again
I should have made some plans
I should have made some fucking plans
Now I stand in the dark not knowing where to go
too weak to run
too tired, too slow
too scared to ask what I should already know