holy shit
I feel good right now.
except I feel ugly?
I keep seeing pictures of me and I feel like I have drastically declined in the past year. What the fuck :( I need to go to the gym.

anyway...aside from being poor. things are great. LV fucks rule.
We had our first show. I was so nervous. I think it went well.

I keep finding myself in strange predicaments that were so much easier to deal with when I wasn't single. Not that I never want to be back in the relationship I was in.
I do miss him though. still, for some reason. And I miss the family I once had through him.

I'm way behind.
Let's see-Punxgiving was amazingly fun. vegan food and broken glass. hell yeah. I met awesome people and ate awesome food.
My new job is pretty decent. I get to dress nice and drive a company car. cruiiiising in the VW Beetle with a painted Pink Panther on the side.
I went to Philly this weekend. It wasn't really a good time. Somewhat, I guess. I met some rad dudes and I hung out with Joe Benzon and Sean Ward.
Talking to Joe again is really awesome. I am so glad.
I ate way too much New Harmony buffet.
I felt super uncomfortable for most of the weekend because I realize my lifestyle doesn't quite match that of some of my really good friends. They're just kids that wanna party. I don't really know what I am. Somewhere in between that and wanting to grow up a little. It's way too confusing for my fragile heart and mind and my "wanna be posi" attitude.
Also, tonight, I called Jameso. We talked for the first time in almost a year. I fucking missed him. I am glad to call him my friend again.
I don't know what I'm doing but moving to Allentown seems like such a good idea right now for the fall)
Also, people are really (supposedly) digging my band. :)