So, let's look back at almost three months ago...

Wednesday, March 10, 2010
I haven't felt this happy about something in such a long time. jeeeeezzzzz.

Somehow in that time, I managed to let someone very important to me become someone who can't even talk to me. I literally am sick to my stomach every time I think about it. This is one of the worst feelings I've had since March 2009.

I do have to say, I have improved my life in a few ways in the past couple months. I'm vegan which is one of the best decisions I could ever make. I started riding my bike more. I started reading again. I wish somehow all these positives made a bigger difference...I wish this made more sense. I don't understand at all what happened.