I'm anxious for the day I can't remember nightmares
Once again seconds felt like hours of torture
as I watched my world being destroyed
I woke up feeling distraught and confused
why I was not in pieces
why everyone was still alive
This has been going on for too long
too many years
a reoccurance which shakes my daytime mentality
now I live each day expecting the worst
When will it end? Will it ever end?
My world is twisted almost every time I close my eyes.