NP

1)
I can't say I blame you for hating my guts
but I can say you're crazy.
You've gone fucking nuts.
Your words are harsh and rarely true
Now all I can do is steer clear of you.
Hundreds of miles should be ample distance
for you to not bother me with your existance
You forced me out of your state exiled me from your city
(It's only a matter of time until) everyone knows that you're nothing but shitty.

2
I'm starting fresh
I'm starting new
No more wasting time with you.
You simply don't matter
You're a wuss and a prick
nobody likes you. Why doesn't that click?
You're nothing extraordinary. Actually you're less.
Get it in your head. You're terrible at best.

3
I'm not your conscience
feel guilty if you want to
but let me remind you
the past is done
so fucking get over it
I will never tell you to apologize to me
I've come to terms with the fact that you'll
never know what to say to me
I'm done passing judgement.

4
I stumbled into debt because of stupidity.
I'll blame it on stress, blame it on the humidity
They say my problems stem from deep rooted issues
I'm sick of the stress, sick of the tissues.
Insomnia plagues me
I never feel rested
So finally now I think it's time to get tested.
I lie when it matters
I lie when it doesn't.
I thought it was my fault
They said it wasn't.

5.
you're in love with a devil
and you have no clue
when he steals your heart and soul
I might feel pity for you
I shouldn't feel sorry to those who don't listen
to good advice over intuition
but If I told you this ahead of time
you wouldn't believe me anyway

6. you make your way through life
stealing dreams and taking advantage of everyone
willing to give you everything you ask for
i apologize to myself every day for being so naive
and letting you drag me down
for once i should have listened to everyone else
but since i can't go back now
i'll let you ruin someone else

7. You should be ashamed of yourself
Spitting on girls is nothing to brag about
Your head is a mess
and it might be my fault
but one thing that won't help is simple assault
You made a mess of everything we started
You made a mess of yourself
You made a mess of me
You taught me everything I know
You should be ashamed of yourself

8.What you'd like to hear is that I'm moving away
You want control
You want to see me struggle
It seems you're doing alright for yourself
and I'd be happy for you if you'd quit playing this game
I know your next move better than you do
and it's funny you'll admit that you were wrong
but still hold a fucking grudge
You think peace of mind will come when I'm gone
but you're just putting this off
You'll never manage to find closure
if you can't even see my face without going insane
Just give up already before you make an even bigger fool of yourself


9.I'm not sure what I expected
but it wasn't this
everyday passes by and I can't seem to focus
always looking back instead of moving ahead
If I can make tomorrow count
the rest of my days will fall into place
I know I'm right because I've done it before
Had a lapse in judgement and priority
I let meaningless efforts take their toll on me
I thought I was smarter than that
I guess we all need some time to relax and take a deep breath
Tomorrow's already looking so much brighter than today


10.You'll still be awake while I'm fucking sleeping
I made it further than you out of this hole you dug for us
How does it feel to brag about your meaningful life
when I know it's all bullshit
I know you hate everything
Once you're inside and alone
Your friends mean nothing to you
You only care about yourself
and you barely do that well
How do you want me to feel?
Do you want my congratulations?
or my sympathy?
What do you want me to say?
What do you want me to say?
You mean nothing to me.