I need to keep track of my life somehow, and my memory fails me often, so I figure I will post pointless things so I can remember without hurting my brain.
This past week has been something else. I did Karaoke for the first time, and I watched a hockey game for the first time (on TV) as well.
I've been trying to decide whether or not I want to take classes this semester. I really need a job. Getting fired is an awful feeling.
I hate this weather, but I have hope that I won't live in shitty Wilkes Barre for too much longer. I'll probably move to Philly soon, and while it will further add to the complications of my relationships, I think in the end it will be better for me. I wish I knew how to stop being so selfless all the time. Maybe I'm not selfless and it just appears that way. I fucking confuse myself so much.
Anywayyyyy, I've decided that I've got to get away from the people that make me feel so worthless and start surrounding myself with the ones that give me hope that I'm not a bad person. This week just spending time with Sean Ward/Katie and Joe Benzon made me really really happy, then last night with Vicky and Donald. Great great people.
I've been thinking that if I have any extra money I want to get a sweet tattoo of one of my favorite things ever, and it will definitely make me out to be an even bigger nerd.
It's snowing, and I'm not loving it. I do have to say though, I've always hated this weather but it's fucking beautiful outside.
I put on a tank top and shorts to make it seem more like summer. I feel like shit though. fuck I hate my fat face. I need to get back to the gym. I also need to start a new sleep pattern. Maybe I will finish the Metamorphosis tonight since Brandon gave it to me like a two months ago.
I was supposed to see Bayside tonight, but I can't even make it to Hazle St. and back safely.
BUT April 18 NFG/Bayside/Verse!
playlist tonight-
the Smiths
Pomegranates
Russian Circles
Dillinger 4
Placebo
Elliott Smith
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